I believe you cannot escape from your mistake forever. Someday somehow you'll have to face it. I always wanna keep a conflict-free life and hence any conflict that comes in my way, I'll have to sort it out someway or another. It's either you move or the other person takes a step. I am that kinda person that usually takes the first step and that reason being I just can't live my life with peace when the issue occurs. So, I deal with it rather than avoiding. Well of course there are times when I couldn't face it and I hide from it. But that situation usually doesn't last too long. Or rather, I will eventually turn around and face it and deal with it! That is life! Life is tough and only the survivors stay on.




I thought this crappy feeling will never turn up in my life again but I was wrong. Once again, I feel like crap. But I know I have at least done what I should have done though earlier. Well, I guess now my patience is being tested. The only thing I could do is to 'wait' and still 'wait'. I may never get the ending that I seriously hope for but at least no regrets. Could not help but kept feeling guilty for all this while untill the message was sent. I just hope for the best for that person no matter what that person's response will be...